Hello, I began this blog because as of late I have been struggling with several aspects of my life and I simply needed an outlet. I know you may be thinking why didn’t you get a journal? My answer is because a journal doesn’t give feedback. Not that anyone is going to be so interested in what I have to say that I will get a ton of it anyway. Nonetheless, I may get some and that in itself is helpful to me at this time or the time that will come later down the road.
I used to write quite a bit. I am rusty. You see I was in a terrible relationship. He was obviously intimidated by my ability to get lost in my own little world. I simply didn’t need him enough. He tried to break me and in some places of my heart and mind he did get very close. I feel as if I wasted 7 yrs of my life with a complete sociopath. I completely lost myself and now I am on a mission to find what makes my soul sing again. That whole relationship…that is a story for another time.
Another reason I wanted this blog is because I no longer believe I can trust the so called friends I have surrounded myself with. Really…It’s as if the moment I started dating that idiot I became one too, an idiot. Love does strange things, well at least in his case. So you see I am finding myself all over again. As we get further along into the details of all that hoopla you will probably begin to think I am insane. I sometimes wonder…
Anyhow, for now, this is just a glimpse of my reality. If you like what you’ve read or are intrigued to find out more about this curious, rambling, redhead feel free to follow along for future ramblings. Any feedback about anything would be much appreciated. I’m just kind of wingin’ it right now.
God bless ya and have a beautiful day!