First Post Ever.

Hello, I began this blog because as of late I have been struggling with several aspects of my life and I simply needed an outlet. I know you may be thinking why didn’t you get a journal? My answer is because a journal doesn’t give feedback. Not that anyone is going to be so interested in what I  have to say that I will get a ton of it anyway. Nonetheless, I may get some and that in itself is helpful to me at this time or the time that will come later down the road.

I used to write quite a bit. I am rusty. You see I was in a terrible relationship. He was obviously intimidated by my ability to get lost in my own little world.  I simply didn’t need him enough. He tried to break me and in some places of my heart and mind he did get very close. I feel as if I wasted 7 yrs of my life with a complete sociopath. I completely lost myself and now I am on a mission to find what makes my soul sing again. That whole relationship…that is a story for another time.

Another reason I wanted this blog is because I no longer believe I can trust the so called friends I have surrounded myself with. Really…It’s as if the moment I started dating that idiot I became one too, an idiot. Love does strange things, well at least in his case. So you see I am finding myself all over again. As we get further along into the details of all that hoopla you will probably begin to think I am insane. I sometimes wonder…

Anyhow, for now, this is just a glimpse of my reality. If you like what you’ve read or are intrigued to find out more about this curious, rambling, redhead feel free to follow along for future ramblings. Any feedback about anything would be much appreciated. I’m just kind of wingin’ it right now.

God bless ya and have a beautiful day!


About justajourna1

I am 35, I have always been intrigued with writing. I love it. It is one of the few qualities about my existence that will never die. I love to read as well. At this point in my life I am on another soul search. I have one son, I always wanted more children but I was cursed with severe endometriosis. I am currently married and blessed to have a step-son and a step-daughter. Their father and I have been best friends for a long time. We have a blast together. It's like having a slumber party every night! The thing I love the most is that he accepts me as I am. Broken. Moody. Hormonal. He strives to make me smile and succeeds. (I don't know how he puts up with me) Anyhow, that's a little about me. For more... read the journal.
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6 Responses to First Post Ever.

  1. Tobe Damit says:

    Good Luck to you!!! Never stop writing!! NEVER EVER!!

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  2. Sara I Saqib says:

    That was precisely why I started writing too….I needed an outlet! And this is the perfect place! I hope you find what your looking for here because I sure did 😄 good luck!

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  3. cjlevinson says:

    That’s also why I started writing, to pour my thoughts and feelings into something… it’s very cathartic, no matter what form it takes! Good luck and I hope it helps. You sound like you’ve definitely got some interesting stories to tell. 🙂

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